Probably I'm the most enjoyable person in this world.. I mean, I can divide between serious and joy, can still having fun, can still took my respnsibility without ignoring my duty.. I don't know with you, my dear.. Seems like you can't really enjoy your life. Me trying to understand your position.. Yeah..I know you are a husband now.. You have a big responsibility to your family.. I believe you are a responsible guy, and insya Allah also a commit person, that's why she marry you :) But, if only I can make your life more fun than before, you seems not too enjoy your life..your family time, had spent to working and working.. I hope someday you'll find the more and the better job. I really hope it happens to you, dear.. I'm sure you can, definitely sure..
I just love writing and describing about everything I've seen and feels.. Do love traveling, but meanwhile just enjoy traveling by reading a book or something connecting to new places around us..